May 27, 2009
Confession .
its almost 1 in the morning, and im still up on a school night. this is what ii get for staying up late. then come home and take a long nap. then ii will stay up late again, and it will repeat. ahas. daym ii was so freaken pissed off today dude, like you dont even knw. ii dun feel like talkin about all these bs. ii took a long walk after my nap. it felt really good. ii played on the swing while listening to my ipod. it felt nicce. cos it can seriously take my mind off of all these bs yu knw yah. so this one guy jst confessed that he likes me. weird ! lol. ii have no idea how to response to that cos it was really random. ii told him ii didnt believe him and he said he wants to prove it o.o ok but im still stuck on gaybutt ! ii cant seem to move on. even tho ii know ii should cos theres no way he will like me again. it doesnt seem the same anymore wen we talk. gah ii hate this =[ it hurts everytime ii think about the days we had together. even tho it was only like what 2-3 days, but ii really cherish em. ii would sit in class and think about how we used to talk, how yu first asked me for a kiss, how yu first asked to hold my hands. fallin asleep in your arms. thinking about all these memories really makes me sad. and it hurts thinkin about it. but ii cant help it cos those were the days ii was really happy yah knw. things changed ii guess. gahh.