Confused.

ii seriously dont know what to do now, cos ii helluh like him and everything, but in return, he likes this one girl, like ii can tell that he is helluh sprung off of her tho, like really. ii dont even know what to do now, ii act like everything is ok, or that ii dont care, buh really, ii do care, and its not ok. ii feel like such a fool cos im like the only one tryin wen he doesnt see me the same way anymore, or idk if he ever did, it really hurts, lately ii havent been smiling much, homies can tell, cos im like so quiet during lunch and class, cos usually im like helluh loud and talkative, but lately ive been really quiet in my own lil world. well ii cant really help it you know, idk what to do. ii really do like him, if waiting is what it takes, then ii will wait, ii dont mind taking up the pain that ii will be getting, ill put up with it, because ii think its worth it. and if yu try tellin me to move on, im sorry, nothing can change my mind, ii cant control my feelings, ii listen to my heart, and thats what my heart is telling me to do right now, ii never felt this way towards a guy before, its so crazy thinking about it, ii cant help my feelings, & ii cant stop it either, once ii really like someone, it will seriously take me forever to get over them, maybe months, or maybe a year, at times ii think love is blind, because they dont see the love ii have towards them, ii would seriously do anything for him tho, ive even waited a whole entire day to see him, if ii can wait a whole day, then ii can wait longer, cos if thats what ii want, ill be patient and be a good girl and wait . . . . . . . .