its been ages .

since ii last updated. been extremely lazy. ii realized as ii read through my old blogs, it seems like im always the one gettin hurt in the end. am ii really that gullible ? ii guess ii am. im such a loser. ii keep living in the past. even tho ii knw ii need to let things go and move on. ii cant seem to trust a guy without having any doubts. why tell me all these things when yu dont even mean it. cos seriously, ii do believe the things yu said, ii knw im not perfect. no one is. theres no such thing as perfection in this world. everyone makes mistakes. but it seems like im always making them. ii try learning. making sure ii wont make the same mistakes over and over again. ignoration doesnt make things any better, it only makes them worse. .