sigh.

sometimes ii feel like im the one whos always messing up in a relationship. so ii guess were jst friends now =( . ii wonder how long its gonna take me to get over him this time. months? yah, can be . sighh. ii really do miss him. ii miss how things used to be. its so weird talking to him now. ii wish ii can go back in time and fix our problems. . . ii guess thats how life is. prolly gonna stay single for a long while. tired of gettin hurt, cryin every night waking up with puffy eyes. ii envy happy couples.